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Blood Winter — 10th Anniversary Edition

by Razor Red Noise

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November 02:37
Crying on the side You thieving little lie I suppose we’re only human Now it’s starting again Your insinuations Now I’ll never know the truth So it’s now or forever hold May I be so bold I suppose I’m only human Now it’s starting again Your insinuations Now I’ll never know the truth Try again One more time One more time Now it’s starting again Your insinuations Now I’ll never know the truth
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Alive 03:34
Looking round this place The faces are so fake None of this is really working The final touch you made Left me feeling cold Can’t you see? Is this real? Til the darkness goes away I won’t breathe anymore You’re alive And you’re telling all your lies Killing me You will win Seeing through your disguise None of the past applies And now you don’t even trust me, do you? The final kiss you gave Left me feeling cold Can’t you see? Is this real? Til the darkness goes away I won’t breathe anymore You’re alive And you’re telling all your lies Killing me You will win Will you see What you’ve done To me? I can’t say if you will Let me go Is this real? Til the darkness goes away I won’t breathe anymore You’re alive And you’re telling all your lies Killing me You will fail
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On The Edge 03:46
As we’re walking by the graveyard of your lonely sins The darkness steals away your breath And all this pain within you When you’re creeping in on my sense of hypocrisy Can’t you see that you’re alone? I can’t feel anymore I know you’re listening to me I cannot live in this world I can never let you inside I see you standing on the edge You cannot stay in this world When you see the devastation you have brought to me tonight I cannot think where to go You must see something in me Look around at what you’ve done Push us away so many times Your only option is to run I can’t feel anymore I know you’re listening to me I cannot live in this world I can never let you inside I see you standing on the edge You cannot stay in this world I know you’ll never repent for what you’ve done to me We’re just running in circles you’ll just have to keep holding on x2 I can’t feel anymore I know you’re listening to me I cannot live in this world I can never let you inside I see you standing on the edge You cannot stay in this world /I will remove you from this world
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So many thoughts in my head Dreaming of roses The sun has escaped away Stolen my one piece of mind Looking around What happens now? Swimming then drown These thousands of hours A second of pain You beckon and then Losing it all Prepare for the fall Nobody’s here for you Shifting the blame are you? Living like this it’s just a matter of time before the end How can you ever know? Why did I let you go Living like this it’s just a matter of time before the end So many painful truths Making me nervous The rain is pounding down Stolen my one piece of mind Looking around What happens now? Swimming then drown These thousands of hours A second of pain You beckon and then Losing it all Prepare for the fall Nobody’s here for you Shifting the blame are you? Living like this it’s just a matter of time before the end How can you ever know? Why did I let you go Living like this it’s just a matter of time before the end I am slipping away Holding the secret here No one can ever know It’s tearing me up inside Nobody’s here for you Shifting the blame are you? Living like this it’s just a matter of time before the end How can you ever know? Why did I let you go Living like this it’s just a matter of time before the end
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Out Of Reach 03:28
I’ve lied one too many times To people that matter most Losing friends And it pains me Not knowing what to do I knew it would never work I tried anyway Hope is gone You are gone from me I can’t make you see me You are out of reach You said it would be okay But there’s nothing you can do To make me believe you Not this time To me, you were everything A drug for my disease Addiction kills, it’s killing me Tonight I can’t make you see me You are out of reach I can’t do this anymore, no I can’t take this anymore, no I can’t make you see me You are out of reach I can’t make you see me You are out of reach
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White Flag 03:42
Somehow every move I make Seemed so true and now it’s wrong Somehow I let you see Straight into me We could be so known If you would just let me Show you how I really am Hide in the shadows Walking this road Someday we will end this war White flags and roses on your name Someday I won’t let this go I won’t let this go We could be so known If you would just let me Show you how I really am Hide in the shadows Walking this road You could be so much more than this I can feel it inside You could be so much more than this I can feel it inside We could be so known If you would just let me Show you how I really am Hide in the shadows Walking this road
7.
Seems like so long ago You came to me And tried to whisper this away Feels like not long ago and I've Run too slow Are you screaming no? Creeping inside your soul Are you screaming no? Will you be broken down? Will I strive today to make a change To turn the page Feels like not long ago and I've Run too slow Are you screaming no? Creeping inside your soul Are you screaming no? Will you be broken down? Now it's time To look at yourself And just ask why? Now it's time Look in the mirror Can you see yourself? Are you screaming no? Creeping inside your soul Are you screaming no? Are you screaming no?
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None remain who know the pain You have to face alone today And so you ask yourself and bleed Is this how I can be set free? Reach back, call to you Bleed black over you Reach back, call to you Bleed black over you None remain who know the pain That’s left you torn away and greyed And deep down in your soul you see There is no way to be set free Reach back, call to you Bleed black over you Reach back, call to you Bleed black over you None remain who see the pain That grew and grew and inside you Broke free, free and destroyed who Took you and threw you down Reach back, call to you Bleed black over you Reach back, call to you Bleed black over you
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Falling away As you can see I’m a shadow of yesterday Running away Feeling so alone I’m running from today I cannot say this And you cannot know this I’m not who you think I am Not this way I’m looking out the window Staring back at me, what I should be Walking through the doorway Looking over my shoulder up at you Close my eyes And tell me this will all be over soon Whisper lies to make me feel like I’m worth something to you I cannot say this And you cannot know this I’m not who you think I am Not this way I’m looking out the window Staring back at me, what I should be Walking through the doorway Looking over my shoulder up at you I cannot say this And you cannot know this I’m not who you think I am Not this way I cannot say this And you cannot know this I’m not who you think I am Not this way I’m looking out the window Staring back at me, what I should be Walking through the doorway Looking over my shoulder up at you I cannot say this And you cannot know this I’m not who you think I am Not this way
10.
Blood Winter 02:52
Holding onto something Something I cannot define Though it keeps me going Steady and clear Deep, deep in the blood winter You show yourself to be the queen of ice Deep in the blood winter My trust in you to show no pain And this revelation’s made me all messed up inside Though I can’t stop wanting you back Deep, deep in the blood winter You show yourself to be the queen of ice Deep in the blood winter My trust in you to show no pain Show no pain Show no pain Show no pain Show no pain Show no pain Deep, deep in the blood winter You show yourself to be the queen of ice Deep in the blood winter My trust in you to show no pain
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Blood Winter — 10th Anniversary Edition comprises a full remastered version of the original album, its instrumentals, and a commentary track set to the original album recalling its writing and production.

The remastering process involved reconstructing each song using its original stem recordings, rebalancing the mix, reapplying effects, and attempting to preserve clarity lost in the mastering of the original album.

I wrote Blood Winter about two years after I started writing music, the process taking place from summer 2008 and lasting until January the following year. The album was released on February 14th, 2009 on iTunes.

I’m so sincerely grateful for the support of everyone that was around for the release of Blood Winter, as well as those that have become such an important part of the community in the years since. I hope this release can serve as a fitting celebration of how far we've come together, and how much more we still have to do.

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released February 14, 2019

Alex McMillan - Composition, production

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Alex McMillan's solo electronic rock project, founded in 2008.

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